Eels - I'm Going To Stop Pretending That I Didn't Lyrics

I'm gonna tell you what you need to hear
And I'm a little too late, about three or four years
And it may not make much sense now that we are apart
But I'm going to stop pretending that I didn't break your heart

You see I never thought enough of myself to realise
That losing me could mean something like the tears in your eyes
And I wanna tell you I'm sorry, and it's too late to start
But I'm going to stop pretending that I didn't break your heart

And it's Christmas Eve, years down the line
Sitting here wishing I'd treated you better when you were mine
And I have no way of knowing where you are
But I'm going to stop pretending that I didn't break your heart

I didn't mean to hurt you, I didn't know what I was doing
But I know what I've done