Emery - Returning the Smile You Have Had From the Start Lyrics

You wanted
To know if it
was worth all the pain it has caused us
Both our lives
subtract one life
to know why it was you deserved this

as simple as i can
i'll tell you the difference
between a pencil and a pen
and where it will leave us
now as you body lets you die,
and i sit here still alive

in my memory i wrote you down in ink
i never wanted to erase your story
even with the tragedy it brings

the fluid in your lungs
that tells you your losing, stop breathing
the medicine that comes will fix you
will help you but takes you from conscious to sleep
place my hands to face and weep

in my memory i wrote you down in ink
i never wanted to erase your story
even with the tragity it brings

something beautiful
something torn from my hands

i'm not ready for you to go
(I can't leave here like this, get away from her)

this day will end
with their lives complete
(this is not all that she was. I don't want to say goodbye)
this day will end
their their lives complete
my glass is cracked
here in front of me

You wanted
To know if it
was worth all the pain it has caused us
Both our lives
subtract one life
to know why it was you deserved this