Skar "I Want to Be Detached" |
I no longer have any use for what you've got to offer me I always was subjected to so many unwanted sympathies And now you're staring at me with shock and horror in your face As I throw aside the progress I've been making for release You seemed to think that antipsychotics were the solution To solving all these schizophrenic paranoias that control Control every waking moment and thought of my goddamn life And threaten to tear me down every time I ignore their presence The voices The voices The voices inside of me are directing me The voices inside of me guide me to destiny The voices The voices The voices inside of me are consuming me The voices inside of me get me one step closer to sanity I need you I need a fucking reason As if there was one It wasn't ever offered to me All I got were capsules And cylindrical orange hells That zombified my emotions Sewed me to the furniture Deafened my perceptions Blunted my intellect And you said it was a cure Tried to sell me detachment Addiction as a remedy I don't want you Fucking with me anymore Sometimes people wonder why those suffering from mental problems Often have the tendency to lash out in a violent act of demonstration Picture yourself walking down the street and suddenly A bewildered psycho lunges at you and blows your fucking brains out The society and structure of it makes some people crazy And others just can't handle this horrific fucking world we're in Can you blame them Our world's solution is to destroy what holds theirs together I want to disappear I want to go away I want to be detached I want to be erased This is how it is and I love it This is how it is and I want it this way This is how it is and I embrace it This is how it is and I refuse to be saved Sometimes I swear it feels like my mouth has been welded shut It feels like I'm suffocating even if I'm obviously breathing fine These hands start grabbing and some otherworldly force takes over It feels like I have no mouth and I must scream my way free Scream my way free Scream my way free You seem to think You're gonna cure me You never will You don't know How it feels to lose Grip on the wheel Steering you towards A brick fucking wall That's how it feels When your mind dies And control's lost When you reach the brink Scared Alarmed Destroyed Completely fucked You won't save me with expensive therapy You won't save me with padded holidays You won't save me with benzodiazepines You won't save me from something I don't want to be saved from Lyric from www.lyricmania.com |